Not all stories end with the ending u wanted.So wat if i'm excluded in this year's A division team,it's quite amazing that i already came this far,this close to become the 1st year one keeper in a very long time to be in contention 4 an A div spot.Come to think of it,the past 3 months was quite a story.1stly i was kicked out of the soccer team because of poor performances and a lousy attitude.2 weeks after my 1st training.Then due to some problems in the goalkeeping department,i was given a 2nd chance.I told myself,i have to grab it.It's make or break.Did nt have a good training at all,but noordin somehow kept me in the team.Next i was called a joke by the pple outside of the soccer team,that i should nt deserve a place in the team.Had a game against JJC,threw away the team's lead.Up till now still think is my fault.would nvr forget how the 2 goals went in.Not given another chance to play ever since.Maybe Noordin felt that i'm all talk no action.It seemed that everybody that plays keeper came back.Meng,stonefish,wan and so on.Quickly demoted to last choice behind everybody.Then came the march holidays,my 1st really good performance in training.Yes that's the old me,the me when i was high in confidence.That faithful training gave me confidence,maybe i'm no longer that joke.That joke who let in every shot on target.I think football is all about confidence,1 good performance leads to another.Was given a 2nd look,a contention to be deputy behing Izree.In the end just fell short in the final hurdle,just gt alex's msg.W.X. was selected.Am i dissapointed,certainly.But come to think of it,i did my best.It's already good that i came this far in the 3 months,at least i was given a serious look,at least i was presented to a chance,at least it's 4 the team's good,at least i've proven that i'm more than a joke,i'm more than just plain talk.That's good enough...