Monday, September 19, 2005

原来, 你的心一直不在, 我却不明白
现在, 你终于对我坦白, 诉所你的心态
那一天看见你和他手牵手走来, 我的心差点跳了出来

都怪我, 给你太多自由, 才让他有机可趁, 牵了你的手
都怪我, 不懂的女人要的快乐, 才会让你陷入痛苦抉折

恋爱, 找不到安全地带, 总会受伤害
我猜, 你和我一样无奈, 渴望爱的精彩
那一天看见你和他手牵手走来, 我的心差点跳了出来

都怪我, 给你太多自由, 才让他有机可趁, 牵了你的手
都怪我, 不懂女人要的快乐, 才回让你陷入痛苦决折

我问我自己该用什么方法, 来面对爱情的变化
看着你沉默不说话, 我的心像被针扎了一下
我想你一定有你的想法, 你不用急着先在回答
那一个他让你挣扎, 别告诉我你爱上他。

都怪我, 给你太多自由, 才让他有机可趁, 牵了你的手
都怪我, 不懂的女人要得快乐, 才会让你陷入痛苦抉折

Sunday, September 18, 2005

terrorists

Just caught the documentary on the september 11 bombings. Have to admit that i really admire the terrorist. They have the true courage to give up everything they had to their faith. The faith that they really believed in.

terrorists

Just caught the documentary on the september 11 bombings on discovery channel. Have to admit i really admire them. Their courage to give up everything on their faith. The faith that they belived in. Sticking to their faith right to the very end. The sad thing is that they believed in the wrong thing

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Untitled

Less than 10 people attended Liew Siew's physics class. Was damn pissed, the class did not give me any indication that they are ponning class. Was slightly late for his lesson, while walking towards the classroom, saw him looking out of the classroom with a very sorry look. He must be wondering where the entire class was. He looked as if he was looking for the smart girl who dumped him about 999999999 years ago. Sat through the entire lesson in a classroom with the majority of the students in screensaver mode. Had to rush home in a cab to finish the written report for pw. Folks please support the taxi industry, it will certainly benefit individuals like me to a large extent.Pw sucks, its a total waste of time and effort. Kinda rushed through the report then went out with my bike to Bishan stadium to catch the AFC cup game between home united and al nejmeh from Lebanon.Witnessed alot of things including a pms-ing man trying to attract attention by argueing with the officials over the smallest of things on earth. Then there was the mentally disabled regular at local football games who thinks that he's the coach of the teams. Chatted with a local reporter about local football. There's certainly alot room of improvement in the local football scene. The lebanese was so shocked to find the "low" turnout in the stadium. Btw home lost 3-0 thanks to some lousy defending and poor decisions by the sri lankan refree. It seems that only a tsunami happening in the stadium will stop all hime nonsense. The trip back home was damn good. Cycling down the middle of the road in formation with 2 other bikes at full speed. Cars were honking at us at both sides of the road. Man i love that feeling of speed. Why did the government switch the legal age of riding from 18-21?

Had rockclimbing for our SPE today. It's not cool to have a harness strapped around your crotch area. No matter how small your balls are you will still feel the sharp pain when your weight is suspended on your crotch area in the air. While in the air i suddenly recalled Han lee Kuang's method of castrating a dog in the past. A metal wire is wrapped tightly around its balls, the blood supply will eventually run out and the balls will simply fall off. Was frantically looking at the ground to find anything resembling my balls. Once on the ground, i ran to get the magnifying glass to check if my balls are still there. After 5 mins of searching, i found them......

Saturday, September 10, 2005

The old hero

Was taken out of dreamland a few days ago by my father's loud conversation.The details of the conversation is sensored by the board of censorship and therefore could not be featured in this blog.Wa lao, i did not know that he has such a big vocabulary of hokkien explicits. I was like thinking fuck lah stop scolding vulgarities. I need my beauty sleep. So here's wat happened, he was queing up for food at a hawker center deep at night. The line was damn bloody long, he was losing his patience. About about 1 hour it was finally his turn, then a big gangster proceeded to the front of the queue. Intimidated by his presence, the stall owner took his order. Doing what a normal person would do, he voiced out his displeasure to the stall owner. The big bad gangster heard that, doing what a big bad gangster would do, he asked him to settle the thing outside. Then the old hero, sensing that a fight was coming, he began to search the coffee shop for an equaliser a.k.a. a weapon.While that guy waited outside. He also phoned his friends nearby at tanjong pagar. He grew up in a gang filled neighbourhood, thus it is normal for him to have a few useful friends here and there. They came in 7 cars shortly after the call, they wanted to take the fight to the gangster but he somehow got away.

Moral of the story: Do not mess around with people, you simply can't judge a book by its cover. You never know that he has a strong backing behind. There was a case where another of my father's friend also a taxi driver called a group to smash up a durian stall.

To my father:I know you're trying to be brave and trying to set a good example for your children.But u got to be a man, do the right thing, that is to take the man one on one. Or just do wat a real man does, shut up and do not take up the fight. Life is very precious and i do not want to lose my 4th relative this year.

Thursday, September 08, 2005

UPDATE

Somehow got this urge to type something,so i shall revive the blog 4 a day.Donated 5 bucks to singapore pools this morning,please do something meaningful with my $$$ will you.The odds for the portugal game is just too damn tempting even for a certified good boy like me.

Been studying the past few days,spending my time daydreaming in the school library.Do not know whether these last minute studying would pay divident for me.Been thinking the past few days,retaining is not a bad thing afterall.I would be able to start all over again facing a much less competitive batch.Left house damn bloody early today to go to school.'EH EH DEJA VU' i been doing the same thing for the past few days.Saw the very dejected monk in school shooting ball alone in the rain.Well COMEON!!! You can never be michael jordan,shooting ball in the rain will not help you in easing the pain of rejection.And to the gal who rejected him,i think its good that you followed your heart.No point stepping into a relationship that is meant to fail.He has also no hard feelings against you.Maybe monk should try taking 24 panadols or driving your head repeatingly against the wall.They are proven useful by none other than me.Wasted precious time in the library again,at least i finished my objective of the day which to finish revising my econs.

Learnt a very important life lesson today.Never leave house with an old and loose underwear.Its damn bloody uncomfortable.The loose elastic bands between your legs will allow the underwear to go inbetween your butt.I did not have an easy time walking around century square with my underwear stuck inbetween my arse.

Lastly to myself,stop being such a loser.Must learn to speak up in front of the gal,maybe meng's speaking class will help.